I really have a lot of stuff I want to write about but I just don't have the energy. Every single fiber of my being is exhausted. I'm really worried about Ethan, but I think I have finally stopped crying. Claire has been up since 5:00 am, which means I have been up since 5:00 am, and I subbed at MDO today . . . 10 two year olds. I think I'm just going to take a shower and put on my pajamas.